Kinda been absent for a while until yesterday, I've been going through a lot of things lately with my fiance and with life in general. Job searching, trying to sell art and other things, dealing with the loss of my daughter, healing from my csection last october, and just trying to deal with the depression I've had my whole life. I also got a boyfriend recently too, he's super nerdy but also so comfy to just exist around.

I don't have a job still, and this corona thing has pretty much shut everything down in my town so I can't even get a job if I wanted to, it honestly sucks. The only way I really have to help pay bills is by selling art but I can't seem to get off the ground with that. I don't know if I'm charging too much or what...oh well, gotta keep trying.

OH! Also forgot to mention I stream now, random games mostly but it's fun either way. My twitch is https://www.twitch.tv/squishynekoi