I Need a bit of help with this, I am fixing up my old amplifier (Since my Fender one sucks), when i plug my guitar in it just makes a fussy sound (I got the Gain and Volume to work i dont know about the other three since i have to have my guitar plugged in to tell, I also replaced the Potentiometers), I had to scrape up some of the traces and use wires to connect the LM1875T to the next part Witch allowed me to change the Gain and volume.
I got cat (her name is Layla)
Im ungrounded ( and have been since October) yet it feels like i lost a part of me, i know its not the fact i still dont have vr (mainly because i cant have it in the house, but they could maybe be saying that because of Christmas) but i still dont know what it is, i look back on videos of myself and past messages and it was like i was an entirely different person.
I thought i had felt empty at that time but i was actually happy, yes i still had… certain issues i can’t talk about here… but now its like im numb and cold.
its gotten to the point it’s affecting me at work where i just dont care anymore.
between me falling down almost every rabbit hole imaginable while i was grounded, lying about the reason i used my parents stuff when in reality I heard them talking about getting rid of the VR an i was anxious to I point i just NEEDED something because I would have done something much worse,
my manager who was like an older brother to me quitting because my job demoted him over something stupid, insomnia because i fear of losing more friends (especially those who are like family), anxiety and me having/trying to keep in more meltdowns than ive ever had when i was younger, its like i lost all my innocence and ignorance to everything going on, the child like wonder i had is just gone… dispersed into the wind and out of the atmosphere… i still act childish but i cant see the world through the same wonder i used to… all i see is red…
IM ALIVE!!! (I've basically been doing a bunch of side quests, currently, I'm working on building myself a PC using mostly used parts on eBay, amazon & Facebook marketplace) My Mobo didn't come with an I/O shield so I designed one in Onshape
I FINALLY figured out how to use Onshape (CAD) and made this abomination https://makerworld.com/en/models/374606
How have i not heard this song after the album was released, This song is freaking amazing!!! it makes my polyjamorous brain happy, their are so many genres in one song and not many people can pull off what this band has done with their music.
